Fat Girl VS Skinny Girl

So...... for the past few months I have totally been having an inner power struggle.  My thin girl wants out!  I can see myself easily reaching my weight loss goal and am motivated to "just do it".  As soon as something yummy comes into my line of sight my inner fat girl sits on the thin girl and shoves a cookie in her mouth and says, "Shut up, eat this damn cookie".  I came to the realization that I am just cheating on myself.  I mean seriously, I am just keeping myself from my own goal. WTF?  I really have no idea why, I just need to get past it.  I am dying to fit into a few jeans and tops that I have put aside for spring and summer.  I bought them anticipating that by spring I would fit into them.  Of course I am just still here sitting in an XL and not into the cute stuff I bought.  I think about exercising, SOMETIMES I even do it!  This is when the fat girl creeps in and says, "Sit down and relax you deserve a break."  I am not even sure why but I freaking do it!  I could be hot, thin & adorable right now!!!  With all of the procrastination over the last year I could have already been down to my goal size of a 12.  So this is it!!! No more moping around, no more putting it off.  I will set a goal this week of exercising 4 days a week for 30 minute minimum.  I will cut back to 20 carbs a day and will actually track them instead of being too lazy!!!  I have a graduation coming up in June.  I will be graduating with my Associates degree in Computer Aided Drafting.  I have seriously accomplished a lot in the past two years.  I can do this too!  I want to look hot crossing that stage.  :)  I can and will achieve this goal.  If you got this far...sweet and thank you for bothering to read.  I think my goals are really similar too other people and their struggles.  Low carb is hard! Foods everywhere full of sugar and carbs are SOOOO tempting.  We just have to take the time to make our own goodies and rework the system. Good Luck all!

I am adding a photo of my progression I am in the middle size pant (16) started at the a size 22...and my goal by graduation is the smallest size a 14 (we can hope for a 12 though lol).